Boy have I worked like a maniac today. I finished one market bag, wove in the ends of 2 others. Finished the 4 baby sweaters, not counting buttons. Only 6 days to go.

Today is a different day. I am actually feeling really good. I guess I am accepting this current situation. I will focus on my B. and my knitting. I can make sure B. gets the attention she needs, and the education.

So todays plan is to work on more market bags. I have 3 made, now I just have to finish at least 1 more. It seems that everything I am doing is in groups of 4. I can't wait till next weekend. I love farmers market.

Well Dave came home from work with a large list of reasons why 1 child is great for us. He made me feel better. Though I still feel like crap.

Went to the Dr. today. Labs came back early ovarian failure and polycystic ovarian disease. Boy howdy does that make me feel good. Went to my knitting group, I couldn't concentrate, so again more slacking.

I have been such a slacker today, I really need to work on my Farmers Market items, but instead went dollar store shopping. Tomorrow is knit group maybe I will get more done.

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